When my husband was called up urgently in the evening by a consultant haematologist to come into the acute assessment...

When my husband was called up urgently in the evening by a consultant haematologist to come into the acute assessment...
Part 4: Resumption My parents in law had decided that my wife, son and I deserved a holiday. They were taking us to...
Part 3: The garden That evening I was taken back to theatre to have an external fixator fitted to the femur. The...
When I emerged it was dark. The street was busy, and I was afraid. I took off my dark sunglasses, not needing them now, and realised I could not see a thing without their prescription lenses. Putting them back on, I was jolted by a passer-by who shouted something at...
“We have a student with us today. Would you mind them taking a part in your care?” I can’t remember the exact words the first time or even subsequently, but I can remember how I felt. I was delighted, in the early 1990s to enable the education of a soon to be...
For the first time in several days, the pain receded. A calmness settled on me. Calm, and cool. The fan was silent, the ward noise abated. Calm, cool, quiet. Peaceful. I could feel my body relaxing. Then came the sun. Bright, light, white and warm. It broadened its...
“What are you most afraid of?” He was calm, but caring. Giving voice to my worst fear was difficult and I heard myself croak, “meningitis.” “Ok. I can see that. I can’t rule that out at this stage.” He told us to go home and that he would call in four hours, but if...
Being ‘on the other side’ is the most valuable medical educational experience I have ever had that can never be taught in the classroom. Having been fit and well all my life, when I started getting swollen ankles at only 19 years old I didn’t...
I went with my daughter today to see the GP. At eighteen years old she has been having two years of menstrual problems and has been seeing various GPs in our Practice. We have a range of GPs, and I have for two decades managed who I see for what kind of ailment...
“I am really sorry,” she said, head dropping, eyes clouding, as she let the needle and syringe fall back into the tray. “It’s not your fault,” I replied. “I am usually quite good at these but Sister did say it might be a tricky one.” “You’ve only had two attempts,” I...
For so many people, the word “psychosomatic” means “all in the head.” People with psychosomatic illnesses make things up to get attention or to avoid events they do not wish to attend, like work, or parties or family gatherings. That’s what some people think,...